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memories of you by crimson-curtain, literature

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memories of you

My memories of you Are so clear Feeling my heart beat, You are still near It breaks me to know We're apart But together we are In our heart When I cry At least I know you're alive We used to be part of each other But our bond didn't break when we did They can separate our love But they can't take it away If I could bring you back I would If you could take me back You would Half a world away With cultural ignorance A love with wings To bring us closer An ocean amoung universes To keep us distanced So, late at night When I'm feeling blue I look to the moon and think of you How we were and what we had, But all I hav

chain of pain by crimson-curtain, literature

Drug for the forsaken by crimson-curtain, literature

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Drug for the forsaken

Alone in my world of misery Come as you please Take what you want Pushing away from reality All you do is lie The truth remains a blur Filled with a sensation of bliss The more you take The less you feel Sweet dizziness Becomes more than a place Re-entering its halls becomes a nightmare Escaping from what I once knew It's easy to say Much harder to do Who do you turn to When everyone pushes away? No one to trust No one to fear When they give up You know you've failed What happens now that You're all alone? No one to witness The secrets of the night Who knows where you'll be When the sun takes its flight

Once by crimson-curtain, literature

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Once

I see her everyday Swollen and beaten The bags under her eyes And the scrapings on her fists She doesn't understand That looks aren't happiness She has everything Except self approval Scar on her arms From the many crying nights "Why this ugly? Why this fat?" She doesn't realize she's Beautiful the way she is Once was perfect now paper thin Wasting away to nothingness The horrid smell that lingers On her breath from the Undigested food brought up A thousand dark slits That have made their presence Permanent on her frail figure Skin that once fit her Now hangs off the bone Which exists on its own Bruises as black as

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when hope is lost? by crimson-curtain, literature

Inside from my thought by crimson-curtain, literature

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Inside from my thought

The feelings that make it to the skin, They'll never see how far it goes They dig underneath the scars To where we are weak and powerless Emotions playing on emotions 'Til the red is its brilliance Lines of hate, lines of pain, Lines of fear, lines of the Unforgiven No one here to see how deep Drowning in the loneliness Of your wrathful waves Coming at me like punches Pretending to be the happy one Never seemed so hard to be

The sin that keeps me here by crimson-curtain, literature

The disregarded pleas by crimson-curtain, literature

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The disregarded pleas

Can you hear them crying? As you try to walk away Can you see them dying? As you turn to look away Calling out to you Like the helpless children With no hope to move on They let there freedom go Will you turn a blind eye And leave them to suffer? Will you ignore their distress call? Leave them to endure the pain Of another torturous tomorrow Walk the other way So you won't get burnt Save yourself And let the others go Even if it's you That loses in the end

love of a different sort by crimson-curtain, literature

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love of a different sort

Lonely and scared No one to tell you How much they cared You sit alone wandering What would happen if you left? Would anyone notice? Would anyone care? They sit as well And look at you Through judging eyes and a piercing stare Telling you what you want to hear Hoping it will make a difference But when no one knows and no one cares who do you turn to? Who do you trust? Run and hide Cover all emotions 'Til there's nothing left But hatred inside Swallowed in sorrow Surrounded by pain You don't know what it feels like When you lose the game

don't turn back to look by crimson-curtain, literature

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don't turn back to look

I remember happiness A smile as big as a rainbow Not a care in the world Paid no attention to anything But something happened Along the path Something made me turn and look the other way. I felt something that was never there before Pain, anger and loss of hope. What was it that made me turn? What was it that made me stare? Something to have captured my gaze And not let me go with out a fight Now all I feel is regret Why did I let myself slip? Why did I stare? Why did it feel something more to me when I was blinded with happiness I should have looked away And now all I feel is pain

Once by crimson-curtain, literature

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Once

Drug for the forsaken by crimson-curtain, literature

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Drug for the forsaken

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Nothing by voodoo-biskit, literature

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Nothing

You think I was going to fall for you Well what do you expect me to do You know you're not the only one hurting Expect me to stay close While you push me further away Its not only hard for you you know I remember when we used to be equals I'm sorry I don't seem to be Good enough for you How am I supposed to help Even if I was right beside you You'd still be a million miles away You're always out of my reach I'm sick of picking up your pieces I wish I could make everything right Why do I bother when you don't give a fuck And you feel all alone even when I'm with you And I suffer for you And for me 'Cause to you I'm nothing

Happy Birthday by voodoo-biskit, literature

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Happy Birthday

Pretend you're a flame thrower Alcohol lingering on your breath And blow, toxicated air to fuel the flickering flames Wishing them all to burn Their happy faces and perfect smiles No more than disintegrated ash But awaken and sigh Seeing through the smoking remanants Only candles disfigured Representing every year Of your life Melted down to nothing Just like hope And the hollow applause Like you Fake in everyway and lingering on This celebration Exaggerated.

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: australia...
Favourite genre of music: anything i can dance 2 n sum metal
Personal Quote: FREEDOM OR DEATH...(it's a greek thing)

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crimson-curtain

Jan 28, 2006

i'm back

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omg i haven't been on here for ages. i just got back from 6 weeks in the cold. i'm glad it's summer here but it was nice to see snow. i'll put some pics on here later and i did some drawing too so i'll post some of them too. school starts soon and i want to go back just so i have something to do but the holidays are good.

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crimson-curtain

Sep 26, 2005

lost

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on saturday on the way home from hurstville i had to catch a train. the board said to go to platform 3 so i went there and caught the next train. i caught the wrong train and ended up in central which is like...ver far from where i live and i didn't know what to do. i was lost but i knew where i was. so i had to catch another train back. it was so confusing. there where 2 trains for that platform and i didn't know and walk on the wrong one. Any way, i brought a skirt and a red top/dress. i don't have anything red and now i do so i was kinda wierd when i bought it. Keira and sara liked it so that's good, i guess. i don't know where to do wo

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crimson-curtain

Sep 1, 2005

sickness

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OMG i haven't been on this in like 2 weeks. i'm sick at the moment. i've had fevers and colds and flus and whatever else there is. my brother goes to me "do you have the pandemic flu?" i'm like "WTF". we were watching numbers and there was the pandemic flu going around, and because i'm sick he thought that i might have it too. well, on saturday is my aunty's wedding. She's getting married and had asked me to be har brides maid but i said no. Any way the reception is on a boat that sails around the harbour so it should be nice, if i'm better by then. i hope it's not cold on saturday night. on sunday it's my 16th birthday but since it's fat

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sara-dee

Apr 26, 2006

Hello! Don't be a stranger

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RANDOM LOVE <3333

Subscription!! What's the bet you won't be on anytime this week to use it? lol

Cya in art later today!!

bleakwaste

Aug 15, 2005

YAHH . the return of the theoni [!]
welcome back old friend

Akamai

Aug 12, 2005

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